I am a 34-year-old married woman with two kids. I have been married for 7 years now.
My husband is a very caring man and the type of man every woman dreams of, but the issue is that I am not faithful to him. I have been having sex with my biological father since age 18. My mother got to know of this affair 4 years later; she got ill later and died shortly after.
I blamed my mother’s death on my actions and promised to stay away from my father. But I could not resist returning to my father’s bed. After my mother’s death, our bond even grew stronger and my husband thinks I am spending more time with my dad because of the death of my mother.
My husband thinks my two kids are his, but they are my father’s children. The children look like my dad but because I look like my dad also, no one suspects anything.
My affair with my father has ended my past relationships because I was never sexually satisfied with my ex-boyfriends. I do not want to lose my husband because he is a good man and I love him very much, but I am unable to curtail the sexual bond between my dad and I.
Now, I want to make things right without hurting neither my husband nor father. How do I disclose this to my husband? Please help me.